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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

A day to release my thought

I am glad that I am studying in my university. It is the challenge that I took up after my NS finished.

In the university, the teaching method by the lecturers are unlike from the polytechnic teaching method. There is no time to shag behind. The workload keeps increasing day-by-day. Moreover with the semester break coming nearer, the speed of the lectures moves even faster.

There is a saying: "It is up to you whether you want to make it to the finishing line". It is what this applies to a university student. There is no one to push you to complete your homework and hand it up.

Looking at this matter, there are two sides of views: the positive and the negative. For the positive view, I am able to self-disciple myself and priority my work with my personal life. For the negative view, my life is filled with facing tutorial questions and lectures slide everyday. My studies stress start to rise upwards as the exam draws nearer. I have about one month left before my exam starts.

In work, Lab reports, java, calculus, mathematics, electronics, logic design and ... are giving me nightmare. It become an extend of disturbance to my sleep. For past three weeks, I had almost sleepless night. Despite how tired I am, I cannot really have deep sleep and rest. I have been waking up every three hours during the sleep. Sometimes I decides not to sleep throughout the whole night, ending up in the morning, being stone in the lesson. I think I will need sleeping pill soon.

Regarding about my tagboard, anyone who is visiting my blog and leaving message in my tagboard, the person who leaves their names as "anonymous", "lailai"and "some", I find them super childish and annoying. I feel that they are a group of coward who do not dare to use their real identification name. I will called them as "shadow people" for the time being. If it really offends the "shadow people", "too bad".

It is my blog. I feels that this really boils up to my head. The "shadow people" does not have a sense of respect for other people blog. When I see my tagboard, I say to myself: "What the hell"? My blog is not a playground for the "shadow people" to test their tagboard writing skill. I think the "shadow people" are too free bah.

By the way, I didn't update my blog for a few days. I am been rushing my reports and assignment. I barely got enough sleep, leaving my blogging stuff alone. Next time I will try to update it more frequently.

To my university friends,
it is alright to use me as part of the joke. However you all need to consider the other party feeling who is involved in the joke. By overdoing it, it sometimes will spoilt the friendships between friends. Sometimes in the lesson, it is pretty boring. It is alright for you all to spice up the day through this kind of jokes. What does the yellow bottle really got to meant to the extension of representation on a person? Think it through.
posted by Charles at 7:04 PM

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