Memories floating in the cloud...

I feel very unhappy about the timing issue. A lot of things crashed within two weeks: Quiz, Project which consists of numerous reports within two weeks of submission, Industrial Orientation Preparation, revisions to catch up on the missing lectures. Because of this Industrial Orientation screw up system, I spend the whole day doing my resume and selection for my IO placement. This causes me miss out several important lectures to fulfill the requirement by 5pm today.

While in the relationship, I am trying to manage the timing more effectively but backend, my health is greatly affected due to the continuous two weeks of lack in sleeping hours. I tried to explain to her about my pending problem. Instead of making thing better, my days of meeting her got reduced due to her unhappiness about why I as and when I like to meet up but the actual fact is that she is not happy that my timing cannot be allocated to her. This time I really need her to understand over my matter. It is due to some demanding subjects where none of the scope and requirements are given and have to brainstorm the ideas. All the members are waiting for the call to be tasked. This makes the whole project very hard to cope with. I need a lot of positive and voluntarily effort to do their part in the project.. I am totally stress out. A entire new project where I didn't expose to. Due to the messy timtable that I have in this semester, it really spoilt my entire planning in spending time with her. Most of the lessons ends from the range of 5.30pm to 8.30pm. I feel very sick of this kind of timetable. Some times really feels like running away from the lessons. It is painful process to endure through late lesson except when the subjects are alien to me.

I want to spend more time with her. I wish for understanding and patience in me during my semester study.