Memories floating in the cloud...

Today, Dear asks me how I want my birthday and present to be like this year. Over the phone, while talking about it, my eyes are filled with tears. A tears that I miss that moment of where I have the most touching memory of my bday. I miss that feeling of that moment.

In my most touching flashback, there is once that my parents celebrated my birthday where it makes me unforgettable in my 23 years. It happens when I was in primary school. That moment, it was a very simple but family-warmth celebration. That day, my parents as usual went to open their food business. They usually works until midnight/dawn. Suddenly in the night, when my parent took my brother and I back home to rest, my mother took out a birthday cake. Before that, I was thinking whether they remember that today it is my bday and they still 'work'. It is just one of my selfish and silly thinking when I was still young then. I was wrong. When the bday cake was put in front of me, I was so touched by it. They took some time off from my work to spend my bday moment with me. Despite a simple celebration, I make a wish - A wish that I wish that moment could stay forever. Ever since after that moment is over, most of my bday is forgetten by my parents. Perhaps they are too busy with work. That time is the only time that they sang birthday song (English and Chinese) to me and they bought me a birthday cake for me. I could still remember the cake: A fruit-filled creamy cake. Yummy.

Luckily for the last two years, Dear was with me to celebrate my birthday. I Love You. Thank you for being with me in the period of happiness, sadness, joy, cry.

Blog Writer comment:
When I was writing this post, I could feel sadness and happiness mixed in my feeling. I just cannot stop my tear dripping down from my eyes. The recalled memory is sweet but hurting. I miss that moment, the family-warmth feeling. Off-track from this post topic, I want to settle down my feeling with my loved one (Dear) so that I can fully concentrate well on my studies for the future plan. I am a person who takes thing seriously when it comes to personal impact matters. A LOVE between a couple is what bonds the couple to become loving, caring, concern and miss the person every minutes and seconds. Dear, I miss you every minutes and seconds. Flashback of your images appears in my mind when I am resting. You have taken my heart away from me. I Love You.
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