Memories floating in the cloud...
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
A regret in my decision-making
A regret...
This morning, I make a stupid decision-making. "I shouldn't have lent the car to him."
A decision that makes me regret it and feel guilty. At this moment, my mood is downward flowing. I don't know how to face my uncle as the car belongs to him. The rear windscreen was smashed into pieces and the bumper was dented in the middle. How can a person drive until like that in the middle of a main road.
I am at fault too. I should have strongly listen to Dear's advice and enforce not to lent him the car. Then this problem will not have arised. My mood is low and I AM AT A LOST.
My studies issues
In the course of pursing higher education, I found that my interest lies in networking administration and computer security. You will be wondering what the networking administration is about. It involves network routing, corporate network structure planning and delivering efficient network data flow. In layman term, it can be categorised as Internet. On the surface, the end-user just uses it by plugging the computer and modem thru the cable box/wall phone jack connection. On the backend, there is network routing equipment, high volume cables and servers. About the computer security, it is about countering the loopholes in the computer, be it as software or hardware level. Everyday there is virus, worm and spam mail spreading. In the Internet world, bad guy like to use this mean of way to cheat other Internet users without realising their evil plot due to ignorant. This form of act is classified as a cyber-criminal offence. Therefore the end-users have to be careful when they are online.
In getting certified as a network professional, the available courses come from CISCO such CCNA, CCDA & CCNP. In the local university, there isn't any full course in bachelor degree level.
In comparing with overseas university, there is more emphasize on this kind of course. I don't like local university system because it is too concentrated on the GPA outcome. In pursing the good GPA, most of learners forget the way of learners except that they will try to spot questions to obtain higher results. It results negative impact in the society. The undergraduates are unable to learn the needed knowledge but learned what it is needed in the examination. This brings undesired influence into the society. At this point, I can understand why there are a lot of potential undergraduate going to other countries in pursing their education instead of staying locally. This is not about the standard being in the course but is the way of cultures being bought forward by local competitive. In the path of levelling up the standard locally, the International students are invited to study in our university. As a result, the limited places are being occupied by them. In local university, this seems that the International students are more than local students. What is this world become to? This posts a threat to the local people and endanger the employees market. The local ends up suffering the most as they cannot survive the society. As a result, the top pyramid has no room of the local to excel themselves. I believe that opportunity is to be find by ourselves and not to rely on other people for help in the survivor community. When the opportunity are taken up by unwanted people, the "excel" string is broken up into pieces and limited by personal problem factors.
In concluding my article, I learnt my lesson in executing decision-making. Sometimes I have to be harsh so that bad things can be prevented from happening. I also realise without patient and calmness, thing can easily goes against your wishes. No matter how desperate you want to do something, it is important to think of the consequences. Responsibility matters in onself to realise your truth and only the truth to your heart. Responsibility also can conflict with your heart feeling sometimes. It is important to priority the best interest in the given situation with all analyzed situation. Lastly it is important to consider other people advice before executing your action of thoughts.
P.S. My exam demoralised me.
This morning, I make a stupid decision-making. "I shouldn't have lent the car to him."
A decision that makes me regret it and feel guilty. At this moment, my mood is downward flowing. I don't know how to face my uncle as the car belongs to him. The rear windscreen was smashed into pieces and the bumper was dented in the middle. How can a person drive until like that in the middle of a main road.
I am at fault too. I should have strongly listen to Dear's advice and enforce not to lent him the car. Then this problem will not have arised. My mood is low and I AM AT A LOST.
My studies issues
In the course of pursing higher education, I found that my interest lies in networking administration and computer security. You will be wondering what the networking administration is about. It involves network routing, corporate network structure planning and delivering efficient network data flow. In layman term, it can be categorised as Internet. On the surface, the end-user just uses it by plugging the computer and modem thru the cable box/wall phone jack connection. On the backend, there is network routing equipment, high volume cables and servers. About the computer security, it is about countering the loopholes in the computer, be it as software or hardware level. Everyday there is virus, worm and spam mail spreading. In the Internet world, bad guy like to use this mean of way to cheat other Internet users without realising their evil plot due to ignorant. This form of act is classified as a cyber-criminal offence. Therefore the end-users have to be careful when they are online.
In getting certified as a network professional, the available courses come from CISCO such CCNA, CCDA & CCNP. In the local university, there isn't any full course in bachelor degree level.
In comparing with overseas university, there is more emphasize on this kind of course. I don't like local university system because it is too concentrated on the GPA outcome. In pursing the good GPA, most of learners forget the way of learners except that they will try to spot questions to obtain higher results. It results negative impact in the society. The undergraduates are unable to learn the needed knowledge but learned what it is needed in the examination. This brings undesired influence into the society. At this point, I can understand why there are a lot of potential undergraduate going to other countries in pursing their education instead of staying locally. This is not about the standard being in the course but is the way of cultures being bought forward by local competitive. In the path of levelling up the standard locally, the International students are invited to study in our university. As a result, the limited places are being occupied by them. In local university, this seems that the International students are more than local students. What is this world become to? This posts a threat to the local people and endanger the employees market. The local ends up suffering the most as they cannot survive the society. As a result, the top pyramid has no room of the local to excel themselves. I believe that opportunity is to be find by ourselves and not to rely on other people for help in the survivor community. When the opportunity are taken up by unwanted people, the "excel" string is broken up into pieces and limited by personal problem factors.
In concluding my article, I learnt my lesson in executing decision-making. Sometimes I have to be harsh so that bad things can be prevented from happening. I also realise without patient and calmness, thing can easily goes against your wishes. No matter how desperate you want to do something, it is important to think of the consequences. Responsibility matters in onself to realise your truth and only the truth to your heart. Responsibility also can conflict with your heart feeling sometimes. It is important to priority the best interest in the given situation with all analyzed situation. Lastly it is important to consider other people advice before executing your action of thoughts.
P.S. My exam demoralised me.
